Currently Listening Sweet Escape By Gwen Stefani Sweet Escape see related

Wats dat thing dey say about,men being from mars n women from venus???well i couldnt agree more,lawd av merci!!!!!! Im talkin but dis huggin (nigguh) isnt listenin,i yarn yarn yarn but u're not listening.U claim u appreciate me but y dont i feel like dat most times??is it b'cos im too sensitive or u're just insensitive.U piss me off i blow u off,send u a very mind boggling message,sometimes u ignore it,sometimes d thing pain u die u just avta reply.But i guess d beauty of it is we dont drag it,we say it it's done n we move on,sometimes after d message d next conversation n we dont even mention d message...but wait ohhh does dat mean we're not ironin things out well enough???or we r just bein mature abt it n movin on,okay im kinda confused sha,LOL.Either ways u kno how to push em buttons,dontcha??but ur maturity n my lil level of maturity keeps us going,u let alotta my insecurities n paranoia slide u become d bigger man sumtimes it's sweet but sumtimes i want u to react gademit!!!! ohhhhh yea is it ur inability to multitask???lawdy lawdy,with d many things u do dat irritate me there r others dat u do dat makes me happy.For d things u do dat ticks me off,d ones u do dat makes me laff,d ones u do dat gets me thinkin,d ones u do dat allows me grow n learn i appreciate u n forever i'll be grateful.
Okay so i was readin a blog yesterday by a former xanganian www.exschoolnerd.com n i realized d things guys do to us dat make us weak in d knees uknowaramsayin??newys i was inspired to write my own version of 10 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT U...more like  13 things sha heheheheh! okay so here goes

I like d way ur locs are tight n upright
I like d way u grate ur tongue between ur teeth wen u're tryna concentrate (focus) on sumthin
I like sound of ur slight snore wen u're sleepin peacfully
I like d way u cuddle me to sleep wen im fitful
I like ur ability to make me smile even wen i dont want too
I like d way u wiggle outta tight situations n how u make me forget im mad at u
I like d way u push me to be a better me
I like d way u sit back n watch me grow into a mature woman
I like it wen we talk deep n wen we laugh about everything
I like wen u ask my opinion even wen u dont need it (makes me feel needed)
I like d fact u trust me enough to share ur lifes experiences wit me
I like dat u kno u can share ur greatest fears,ur greatest achievements n ur great plans for d future wit me
I like it wen u call me "babes" (makes me feel cute)
I like it wen u sing to me n dat ur voice is sooo goood
Most of all i like d way u like in a honest way,despite d odds

*Breathes* (im writtin again,well howeva lil)
Sha my fellow xanganians (woteva dat means) on dat note,im out n im grateful for a place like dis dat i can breathe.Thank God for d internet my "sweet escape".
Till d next time d wind blows me in ur direction,it's PEACE,LOVE,HARMONY n RESPECT.
MUAH!!!!

Currently Listening I'm a Flirt By R (Ft T.I. & T. Pain) Kelly see related

WOW WOW WOW!!!!!It's been wat??anoda million years since i been MIA???

I've lost d zest to write,i remember 4/5yrs ago wen i used to love to write...wat happened??im either to lazy to write,dont kno howta start or i dont believe my story is worth reading *shrugs*.Now it's got me thinking "wat was my motivation to write" cuz wen i was younger i wrote poems ohhh dey were my fav...i loved stories n now i dont believe im original enough to keep writin fictional stories.Was it age??i became pre-occupied wit d things of d world,i'd rather go clubbin dan sit down n write,i'd rather dance to dat nice song than allow it inspire my thots to write??iono n i miss my old self,d one dat could express n find her true inner self by d power of my pen,paper n thots.I miss dat ol' me n i've missed dat me for a long time but i guess she's not comin back n i avta make dis new me accept d ol' one n grow to love dis new me n maybe,just maybe i'd love to write again.

Okay wit dat im out ya'll but i promise to swing by more often dis summer.So till d next time im inspired to write again PEACE,LOVE,HARMONY n RESPECT to ya'll.Ta ta

WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!!!!!

It's been dat long????my gosh i didnt realize dat.Well i guess during skool i've decided to get a life off d internet.Soooooooooooooooo wats been up??I've just been chillin ohhh,just chillin.Skool been tough dis year maybe cuz i kinda mis-placed priorities dis yr iono y.Neways movin on im still seeing d same guy n wow things r heatin up(or dey r already heated sef).At first we were just there u kno d usual but now we're likin eachother a lot.We r together almost every weekend,we go almost everywhere together,he introduces me as he's girlfriend,asks my opinion abt things n he's a gud guy n he likes me n all,yea i shoulda run before it got dis far cuz at d end of d day he still doesnt belong to me n we both kno dat.Chai! i feel sorry for myself sha wen "d owner" of d thing come nau ehn,me go carry my leg waka,it's not gonna be all dat easy but lets just say "i keep my options open" i dont like to put all my eggs in 1 basket most especially one wit a hole.Sha sha sha enough abt my love life.

Okay soooo in a couple of weeks another academic year will end n i'll hav almost 5months  holiday .So i wanna make d best outta it,so ppl i need ideas wat should i do excpet finally get my butt behind a steerin wheel n learn howta drive,i've run outta stuff to do maybe i shld get a J-O-B??but if i do den no summer holiday for me.Oh well iono

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *thinking* i cant think of anything else,lifes been gud,love's been d same and i thank God for every wakin moment,i hav alot to be grateful for.

so till d next time d wind blows me in ur direction,it's PEACE,LOVE,HARMONY n RESPECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!